'TIS the year's midnight, and it is the day's, | |
Lucy's, who scarce seven hours herself unmasks ; | |
The sun is spent, and now his flasks | |
Send forth light squibs, no constant rays ; | |
The world's whole sap is sunk ; | 5 |
The general balm th' hydroptic earth hath drunk, | |
Whither, as to the bed's-feet, life is shrunk, | |
Dead and interr'd ; yet all these seem to laugh, | |
Compared with me, who am their epitaph. | |
Study me then, you who shall lovers be | 10 |
At the next world, that is, at the next spring ; | |
For I am every dead thing, | |
In whom Love wrought new alchemy. | |
For his art did express | |
A quintessence even from nothingness, | 15 |
From dull privations, and lean emptiness ; | |
He ruin'd me, and I am re-begot | |
Of absence, darkness, death—things which are not. | |
All others, from all things, draw all that's good, | |
Life, soul, form, spirit, whence they being have ; | 20 |
I, by Love's limbec, am the grave | |
Of all, that's nothing. Oft a flood | |
Have we two wept, and so | |
Drown'd the whole world, us two ; oft did we grow, | |
To be two chaoses, when we did show | 25 |
Care to aught else ; and often absences | |
Withdrew our souls, and made us carcasses. | |
But I am by her death—which word wrongs her— | |
Of the first nothing the elixir grown ; | |
Were I a man, that I were one | 30 |
I needs must know ; I should prefer, | |
If I were any beast, | |
Some ends, some means ; yea plants, yea stones detest, | |
And love ; all, all some properties invest. | |
If I an ordinary nothing were, | 35 |
As shadow, a light, and body must be here. | |
But I am none ; nor will my sun renew. | |
You lovers, for whose sake the lesser sun | |
At this time to the Goat is run | |
To fetch new lust, and give it you, | 40 |
Enjoy your summer all, | |
Since she enjoys her long night's festival. | |
Let me prepare towards her, and let me call | |
This hour her vigil, and her eve, since this | |
Both the year's and the day's deep midnight is. | 45 |