WHEN I see birches bend to left and right | |
Across the line of straighter darker trees, | |
I like to think some boy's been swinging them. | |
But swinging doesn't bend them down to stay. | |
Ice-storms do that. Often you must have seen them | 5 |
Loaded with ice a sunny winter morning | |
After a rain. They click upon themselves | |
As the breeze rises, and turn many-colored | |
As the stir cracks and crazes their enamel. | |
Soon the sun's warmth makes them shed crystal shells | 10 |
Shattering and avalanching on the snow-crust— | |
Such heaps of broken glass to sweep away | |
You'd think the inner dome of heaven had fallen. | |
They are dragged to the withered bracken by the load, | |
And they seem not to break; though once they are bowed | 15 |
So low for long, they never right themselves: | |
You may see their trunks arching in the woods | |
Years afterwards, trailing their leaves on the ground | |
Like girls on hands and knees that throw their hair | |
Before them over their heads to dry in the sun. | 20 |
But I was going to say when Truth broke in | |
With all her matter-of-fact about the ice-storm | |
(Now am I free to be poetical?) | |
I should prefer to have some boy bend them | |
As he went out and in to fetch the cows— | 25 |
Some boy too far from town to learn baseball, | |
Whose only play was what he found himself, | |
Summer or winter, and could play alone. | |
One by one he subdued his father's trees | |
By riding them down over and over again | 30 |
Until he took the stiffness out of them, | |
And not one but hung limp, not one was left | |
For him to conquer. He learned all there was | |
To learn about not launching out too soon | |
And so not carrying the tree away | 35 |
Clear to the ground. He always kept his poise | |
To the top branches, climbing carefully | |
With the same pains you use to fill a cup | |
Up to the brim, and even above the brim. | |
Then he flung outward, feet first, with a swish, | 40 |
Kicking his way down through the air to the ground. | |
So was I once myself a swinger of birches; | |
And so I dream of going back to be. | |
It's when I'm weary of considerations, | 45 |
And life is too much like a pathless wood | |
Where your face burns and tickles with the cobwebs | |
Broken across it, and one eye is weeping | |
From a twig's having lashed across it open. | |
I'd like to get away from earth awhile | 50 |
And then come back to it and begin over. | |
May no fate wilfully misunderstand me | |
And half grant what I wish and snatch me away | |
Not to return. Earth's the right place for love: | |
I don't know where it's likely to go better. | 55 |
I'd like to go by climbing a birch tree, | |
And climb black branches up a snow-white trunk | |
Toward heaven, till the tree could bear no more, | |
But dipped its top and set me down again. | |
That would be good both going and coming back. | 60 |
One could do worse than be a swinger of birches. |