HAPPY those early days, when I | |
Shin'd in my angel-infancy ! | |
Before I understood this place | |
Appointed for my second race, | |
Or taught my soul to fancy ought | 5 |
But a white, celestial thought ; | |
When yet I had not walk'd above | |
A mile or two from my first love, | |
And looking back—at that short space— | |
Could see a glimpse of His bright face ; | 10 |
When on some gilded cloud, or flow'r, | |
My gazing soul would dwell an hour, | |
And in those weaker glories spy | |
Some shadows of eternity ; | |
Before I taught my tongue to wound | 15 |
My conscience with a sinful sound, | |
Or had the black art to dispense | |
A sev'ral sin to ev'ry sense, | |
But felt through all this fleshly dress | |
Bright shoots of everlastingness. | 20 |
O how I long to travel back, | |
And tread again that ancient track ! | |
That I might once more reach that plain, | |
Where first I left my glorious train ; | |
From whence th' enlighten'd spirit sees | 25 |
That shady City of palm-trees. | |
But ah ! my soul with too much stay | |
Is drunk, and staggers in the way ! | |
Some men a forward motion love, | |
But I by backward steps would move ; | 30 |
And when this dust falls to the urn, | |
In that state I came, return. | |