IF but some vengeful god would call to me | |
From up the sky, and laugh: “Thou suffering thing, | |
Know that thy sorrow is my ecstasy, | |
That thy love’s loss is my hate’s profiting!” | |
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Then would I bear, and clench myself, and die, | |
Steeled by the sense of ire unmerited; | |
Half-eased, too, that a Powerfuller than I | |
Had willed and meted me the tears I shed. | |
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But not so. How arrives it joy lies slain, | |
And why unblooms the best hope ever sown? | |
—Crass Casualty obstructs the sun and rain, | |
And dicing Time for gladness casts a moan…. | |
These purblind Doomsters had as readily strown | 15 |
Blisses about my pilgrimage as pain. |